It doesn't matter how it "seems" to you, or how you "feel" about it . . . it is biblical.
"But indeed, O man, who are you to reply against God/ Will the thing formed say to Him who formed it, 'Why have you made me like this?' Does not the potter have power over the clay, from the same lump to make one vessel for honor and another for dishonor? What if God, wanting to show His wrath and to make His power known, endured with much longsuffering, the vessels of wrath prpared for destruction . . .?" Romans 9:20-23
Any atheist who lives a life on this earth, who never repents of his unbelief, was created by God to be an atheist, and stay an atheist, and was formed by God for destruction, in order to manifest the wrath of God against unbelief and sin.
That is the truth.
Any atheist who lives on this earth, who converts, repents from unbelief and sin, and believes unto salvation, was created by God to be one of the elect in Christ, saved by grace, formed by God for glory, in order to manifest the riches of God's mercy:
"That He might make known the riches of His glory on the vessels of mercy, which He had prepared beforehand for glory, even us whom He called . . ." Romans 9:23, 24a
That is the truth.
If you refuse to believe these truths found in the Word of God, you exhibit the mindset of an unbelieving atheist and vessel of wrath; despite all the religious language you can come up with which to pontificate and/or protest.
God is not mocked. God is not fooled.
God knows exactly how and why He created and formed each and every one of us.
Nang