I would not say yea or nay to your opinion of yourself. However your 'understanding' is quite another matter.
Your understanding counts for nothing. There is just one Holy KJV N.T.. However there are millions of varying 'understandings'.
Fact is no 'understanding' is required or necessary. All 'understandings' are corruption of truth.
You need not 'process' Truth. Truth need no understanding. Truth is literally stated in the Holy KJV N.T. for all with 'eyes to see', ' ears to hear' and hearts that are not waxed gross to receive, as literally presented.
I would not venture to offer my 'understanding' to you or to anyone else. I simply quote, literally, the relevant revelation from the Holy KJV N.T.
All things are clearly and perfectly stated in the Holy KJV N.T.. I need not and do not add, take away or 'interpret' those revelations. I simply quote them literally.
Indeed all I can do is quote the relevant revelation from the Holy KJV N.T. over and over. If after a few time, you still do not get the message, then it must be that you are not given by God to know Truth. This is no 'big thing'. Most are in that predicament.
Fact is, 2000 odd years ago only the disciples were given by God to know/get Truth. And thereafter, Jesus expected only a few to be ever given by God to know/get Truth.
Jesus confirmed that many will be called but only a few will be chosen.
Also, you seem to want to teach. You do not seem to be interested in learning.
You have indicated the path to communion with the Spirit of Jesus. Clearly you believe that you know the path to communion with the Spirit of Jesus. Then have your path, be loyal to it and carry-on. I would not challenge you.
At any event what do you mean by: 'Salvation is by Grace through Faith and faithing'? Where did you get that idea? It sounds like convoluted meaningless rhetoric (i.e. rhetorical nonsense). Did you make that up, all by your own self?