Yes, that speaks of you.Many are told they are christian and believe they are christian but are failing Jesus, the one they profess to follow seriously.
You fail to rightly divide the Word of truth.At John 3:36--It assures all--those not obeying Jesus remain in Gods wrath.
You believe a false story.The unfortunality of that is Few know what he actually teaches.
Like JW's.Its impossible to obey him if they did not study the bible carefully.
Posing .... like JW's.And actually need without fail to be taught by Jesus' real teachers on earth, many teachers are just posing, and are these-2Cor 11:12-15)
The real Jesus is THE LORD from heaven. The ONE LORD according to scripture.One learns little of what he teaches in buildings called church. These are paid to teach their religions dogmas and little of what Jesus teaches. That is sad scenario of reality. I attended a few of them in my day and all were the same, teaching little of Jesus' teachings,
Your last paragraph is speaking about the real Jesus, there are at least 4 different ones being taught on earth.