OlDove...
It sounds like you have experienced a horrible ordeal in your life, and that you made the choice to eliminate any possibility of bearing a child that may have resulted. Okay, it's done. It was the wrong decision. Now that you know, you can help to reach other women who have had to go through the same thing and encourage them about your mistake, and how important it is that they not sacrifice the life of an innocent child, because they are a victim of a crime.
You are also in a position to change your mind about how we should deal with a predator, so that he can no longer harm other young women. Be angry, but use it to abhor evil and cling to what is good.
Do the right thing, OlDove!