All my life I was taught the traditional view that man chooses his own fate. And that is hopeful. But I’m my experience and my life I know I put forth about as much effort to find Gid since 8 yrs old and especially part 5 years than anyone I ever met. I had been brought as low as a person can from affliction and that’s when people usually do seek God.
but through it And talking to hundreds of Christians over the phone, watching 1000’s of testimonies and seeking the Bible, I came to conclusion that Man does not have choice. It is Gods story for his purpose and pleasure. God literally showed me despite me being a pathetic sickly broken person all my life that I am a vessel of wrath. Most here do not believe in the supernatural, gifts of the spirit, or dreams and visions, or that we are in the end days. Because most still go to church which are most all daughters of Babylon the Catholic Church.
but those ELECT and chosen vessels of mercy have encounters with Jesus the Holy Spirit and supernatural ALL the time. Only through the Holy Spirit can one even follow and know Jesus abc the Holy Spirit is only given by God choosing to give it. Despite asking for it and listebing to all the people I talked to experienced with Jesus and Holy Spirit I knew I needed it desperately or I could not stop sinning like Jesus commands on my own. It’s impossible. Many of the vessels of mercy literally died in their sin were taken to hell and Gid gave them a second chance. There are hundreds of those testimonies below. And consistently people who don’t know each other were shown that 98% of people go to hell. And around 1 in 10 Christians make it. Listen to many of the testimonies and discern biblically. I have and know God reveals these things.
the channel with testimonies all have in common real encounters of mercy from God and having a real relationship. Through spirit and worship. Not through a book the Bible even tho it’s alive and the truth but must be read spiritually with the Holy Spirit or its just a persons flesh reading. For those vessels of mercy they are in ecstasy if they really knew how blessed they are. Some do. But for most of the rest of the world and what God showed me it’s the most painful reality.
A person cannot come to God unless they are drawn. And many of the testimonies of the chosen was like God was gonna save them no matter cause it’s like God knew them in another time or something before abd were destined. The called may be different cause I have seen where those that tasted the spirit and age to come fell off. So I know there are verses that infer free will which is confusing. But ultimately even God controls who the Kings of countries are. And my experience is a person cannot will themself or run to have God like I was taught. My life has been unique torture and debilitation and I needed God as much as a person can possibly need something. I have been shattered in heart body and mind and disabled. And I never got that real relationship. And as I’ve said I’ve listened to prob more people that REALLY know and have Jesus abc it truly is a relationship where God reciprocates. Not just you praying and reading the Bible. It’s the most painful thing ever to be created, told you need a savior or you go to hell and he’s available all your life, but find out your torturous life is because it’s ordained and you are rejected by your creator. I realize I come from rebellious fleshly people abc I in my heart could be worse than all combined. But I want and wanted what the people in those testimonies with Jesus have.
https://m.youtube.com/channel/UCPxPxednYhyHStYR6Xtk5pw/videos
https://m.youtube.com/user/PreciousTestimonies/videos
but through it And talking to hundreds of Christians over the phone, watching 1000’s of testimonies and seeking the Bible, I came to conclusion that Man does not have choice. It is Gods story for his purpose and pleasure. God literally showed me despite me being a pathetic sickly broken person all my life that I am a vessel of wrath. Most here do not believe in the supernatural, gifts of the spirit, or dreams and visions, or that we are in the end days. Because most still go to church which are most all daughters of Babylon the Catholic Church.
but those ELECT and chosen vessels of mercy have encounters with Jesus the Holy Spirit and supernatural ALL the time. Only through the Holy Spirit can one even follow and know Jesus abc the Holy Spirit is only given by God choosing to give it. Despite asking for it and listebing to all the people I talked to experienced with Jesus and Holy Spirit I knew I needed it desperately or I could not stop sinning like Jesus commands on my own. It’s impossible. Many of the vessels of mercy literally died in their sin were taken to hell and Gid gave them a second chance. There are hundreds of those testimonies below. And consistently people who don’t know each other were shown that 98% of people go to hell. And around 1 in 10 Christians make it. Listen to many of the testimonies and discern biblically. I have and know God reveals these things.
the channel with testimonies all have in common real encounters of mercy from God and having a real relationship. Through spirit and worship. Not through a book the Bible even tho it’s alive and the truth but must be read spiritually with the Holy Spirit or its just a persons flesh reading. For those vessels of mercy they are in ecstasy if they really knew how blessed they are. Some do. But for most of the rest of the world and what God showed me it’s the most painful reality.
A person cannot come to God unless they are drawn. And many of the testimonies of the chosen was like God was gonna save them no matter cause it’s like God knew them in another time or something before abd were destined. The called may be different cause I have seen where those that tasted the spirit and age to come fell off. So I know there are verses that infer free will which is confusing. But ultimately even God controls who the Kings of countries are. And my experience is a person cannot will themself or run to have God like I was taught. My life has been unique torture and debilitation and I needed God as much as a person can possibly need something. I have been shattered in heart body and mind and disabled. And I never got that real relationship. And as I’ve said I’ve listened to prob more people that REALLY know and have Jesus abc it truly is a relationship where God reciprocates. Not just you praying and reading the Bible. It’s the most painful thing ever to be created, told you need a savior or you go to hell and he’s available all your life, but find out your torturous life is because it’s ordained and you are rejected by your creator. I realize I come from rebellious fleshly people abc I in my heart could be worse than all combined. But I want and wanted what the people in those testimonies with Jesus have.
https://m.youtube.com/channel/UCPxPxednYhyHStYR6Xtk5pw/videos
https://m.youtube.com/user/PreciousTestimonies/videos
