If God only provides salvation for some and not all, 1 John 2:2.
Then you have an unjust God that cannot be trusted.
Who are you to judge the God?
Rom. 9:20-23
v.20
Nay but, O man, who art thou that repliest against God?
Shall the thing formed say to him that formed it, Why hast thou made me thus?
v.21 Hath not the potter power over the clay, of the same lump to make one vessel
unto honour, and another unto dishonour? v.22 What if God, willing to shew his wrath,
and to make his power known, endured with much longsuffering the vessels of wrath fitted to destruction:
v.23 And that he might make known the riches of his glory on the vessels of mercy, which he had afore prepared unto glory.
These verses prove that man does not have a free will;
but that it is God's Will which is the determining factor
to perform whatever He so Desires.
Dan. 4:35
And all the inhabitants of the earth are reputed as nothing:
and he doeth according to his will
in the army of heaven, and among the inhabitants of the earth: and none can stay his hand,
or say unto him, What doest thou?
Job 23:13-14
v.13
But he is in one mind,
and who can turn him?
and what his soul desireth,
even that he doeth.
v.14
For he performeth the thing that is appointed for me: and many such things are with him.
Is. 46:10
Declaring the end from the beginning,
and from ancient times the things that are not yet done,
saying,
My counsel shall stand, and I will do all my pleasure
Also, it is obvious from these scriptures that
God does not desire all men without exception to be saved
and yet they are not, but only the Portion that He has Chosen!
2 Tim. 1:9
Who hath saved us, and called us with an holy calling, not according to our works,
but
according to his own purpose and grace, which was given us in Christ Jesus before the world began
You have not been chosen in Christ, nor do you have the Holy Spirit.
How God has fulfilled His Will and Purpose in my life should be of no concern to you whatever.
Be concerned for yourself!
Those that have the Holy Spirit magnify Christ and his Gospel.
They certainly do, but because of your spiritual blindness 2 Cor. 4:3-4, and rebellion against the true Gospel of God's Grace,
you lack the ability to recognize what magnifying Christ and His Gospel actually entails.
The Truths of TULIP is the Gospel:
Total Depravity
Unconditional Election
Limited Atonement
Irresistible Grace
Preservation of the Saints
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