James,
When I wrote that, I was feeling a little fiesty. It came across as more of an attack than I really wanted.
I feel the slap of your hand across my face too. I don't really care to be aligned with the pharasees. Thanks anyway.
I don't have the time to respond tit-for-tat. Perhaps I will later. I'm heading out the door to hear the Messiah; my
daughter is singing in a community choir.
Let me say that, I want to stop short of drawing a hard position on music. I was hoping you would at least try to
differentiate between pop music that has benign lyrics and ones which advocate immoral things.
But now you want to go back to the Garden of Eden, and I must assume it is for the purpose of bolstering your position. I
also notice you chose this approach in lieu of answering my direct questions.
I have so many ways to jump here, I can barely think straight. There are a couple of extremes I am leary of. One is,
"Christians don't sin", which to me translates to "it doesn't matter what I do, because Jesus makes me righteous." I find
that to be dangerous. Another extreme position is, God has ordained all things. God ordained the fall, so if Adam ate the
tree, then that was God's will, despite the fact that God told them "do not eat." This is called hyper-Calvinism, and is close to your position (if I am not mistaken). So whatever you do, it's okay, because God ordained it. (pass me the pipe).
So those are 2 extremes that I think I should wisely avoid.
Originally posted by Hilston
Was the tree good, pleasant and desirable or not? And were those qualities inherently evil or not?
The tree must have been good; God created it. And I suppose it was desireable, since Eve rationalized her way to partake.
So the tree wasn't evil, but Eve's eating of it was, since God had told her "no". If you agree with this, please tell me
so.
I wish you could just answer my questions, because I really need to know. This may be a polemical game with you, but for me it is very
serious. I have a history with pretty much all the "vices" mentioned. I view music as a gateway back to a dark part of my
life. Music is rife with pseudo philosophy. It is a type of programming that has the power to influence us. Do you agree
with that? If you are going to open the door for me back into "worldly" music, then I need to know where the boundaries are.
Does that make sense? Because for me, in my conscience, there is little difference between rockin to "Back in Black" and
lightin' up - they go well together, believe you me. If you can't appreciate that, then I'll assume it is for lack of the
troubled past that I have experienced. I would love nothing more than to get loaded and rock to AC/DC. Yet just the thought
of having my pastor know I was doing either, would cause me to feel shame. I ask again, is there nothing we should feel
shame for? you mentioned beer. Do you allow yourself to be filled with drunkenness? I don't see how or why you are
defending that? It honestly confuses me. I thought Jesus saved me from those things, but here you are tellig me, I am
wrong. I'm very confused by you.
I am not trying to set myself up as some great spiritual light. I don't want that Jim. I'm simply fighting for my spiritual
life. Do you know what 18 months in a well-funded crack habit can do to your spiritually?
I go to a church that eschews all these things as functions of darkness. And because I've asked you to defend your position,
you attack me as a false teacher and attempting to lure the flock into some sense of self-righteous behavior. You said,
"This is how I see you, LightSon. With your "good words and fair speeches" deceiving the hearts of the simple with your
legalism. I hope I'm wrong. "
Well I hope you are wrong too. I'm not above trying to look good, and I've played the hypocrit many times. Why would I deny
myself access to rock, drugs and women, if I didn't have to? I enjoy them!!! All things are here to enjoy, right? I think
that was your point. Are there no lines? NO boundaries? No standards? Yes, my church is standards oriented. And yes I do
wonder sometimes if they aren't adding "and neither shall ye touch it, lest ye die." But I have been near death before, by
catering to my flesh. Without any better direction, I feel it is better to err on the side of caution.
I haven't decided about you yet. You talk a big game of ministry, but the music thing sends me a mixed message. I really
wish I could see you in action to measure whether there was any meat or depth to your life. Sorry if that comes across as
legalistic , but I have an obligation to try the spirits before I let you influence me. So far all I've gotten is from you
is parry and thrust. Ouch.