Blessings everyone! I'm Ashley Marie. I just wanted to introduce myself, explain how I was lead to the site, and what has happened to me within the past year and a half.
Last June, I was standing in front of the microwave heating Tostitos dip and I was listening to a youtube video of the three men that jumped off the freedom towers. The next thing I know I heard one of the guys talking and it reminded me of a friend of mine and in my mind I was thinking how could he have been two places at once cuz I knew he was not jumping off the freedom tower on that date and it was really bizarre to me and so all of a sudden it was like God flicked The Dominoes and I saw all the synchronicity and the connection in my life, I spoke in French Latin and Hebrew and at one point I was on the floor shaking like something was coming out of me as if I was coming unprogrammed. Before this incident started painting obsessively, one night I woke up from that Twilight state of sleep and I painted Jesus and as I did I painted his crown and I went and I wept as i painted - I could not stop crying it was like I felt all of his pain and then I did a series of paintings of Mary and I feel like there was something untold regarding her and like she was working through me ,the spirit of her. So now, I'm an artist. after that night I ended up understanding two portions of the Qur'an in Arabic, I have prophecy through my paintings ,prophecy in general discernment, I speak in tongues now and it's very overwhelming for me cuz I wasn't living the best life. I've been a drug addict off and on my entire life and I felt disconnected from everything and everybody but in that moment I felt connected to everything and I had this heightened state of awareness it was like I could see myself going from level to level when I make a bad decision I can feel myself going from the Realms here and I don't know if anybody understands that or not but it's very overwhelming especially when you don't feel Worthy so I'm really struggling with that aspect of it and where my place is in this world. also I'm surrounded by thirteenth birthdays my birthday is July 13th my 4 best friends are 13th birthdays, my two neighbors thirteenth birthdays. I was in the hospital with the woman that I gave canvas to and she said it saved her and she's also a 13th birthday. I met three people in the past few months and I already knew that they were 13 birthdays before they even told me .I was on an elevator at a hotel and this woman looked at me and said you have a very hard job to do but I didn't know what she was talking about and people come up to me random places and really weird things happen to me all the time so I rarely leave the house now I'm just trying to find out where I fit in everything so I was on YouTube, where I post my songs and a Gentleman commented on a few so him and I started conversing and he led me to this site he said that a lot of beautiful things are happening to me and that this would be a good place to talk about them and get some advice so here I am.
It's a lot to take in. I have 18 min of the night I got taken over. It's very emotional. If you would like to see it, I will post here. Thank you for reading this post. It means so much to me.
I pray for all of us in the world. That God continues to work in and all around us abd that the veil be lifted. We are all one, made in His LIKENESS and we can all have all of the incredible gifts that I have obtained. I wish people recognized abd believed that with their mind body and soul because it really hurts deep being shunned and alienated like I am. I'm sure some of you understand.
Have a blessed day and thank you again.
Ashley
Last June, I was standing in front of the microwave heating Tostitos dip and I was listening to a youtube video of the three men that jumped off the freedom towers. The next thing I know I heard one of the guys talking and it reminded me of a friend of mine and in my mind I was thinking how could he have been two places at once cuz I knew he was not jumping off the freedom tower on that date and it was really bizarre to me and so all of a sudden it was like God flicked The Dominoes and I saw all the synchronicity and the connection in my life, I spoke in French Latin and Hebrew and at one point I was on the floor shaking like something was coming out of me as if I was coming unprogrammed. Before this incident started painting obsessively, one night I woke up from that Twilight state of sleep and I painted Jesus and as I did I painted his crown and I went and I wept as i painted - I could not stop crying it was like I felt all of his pain and then I did a series of paintings of Mary and I feel like there was something untold regarding her and like she was working through me ,the spirit of her. So now, I'm an artist. after that night I ended up understanding two portions of the Qur'an in Arabic, I have prophecy through my paintings ,prophecy in general discernment, I speak in tongues now and it's very overwhelming for me cuz I wasn't living the best life. I've been a drug addict off and on my entire life and I felt disconnected from everything and everybody but in that moment I felt connected to everything and I had this heightened state of awareness it was like I could see myself going from level to level when I make a bad decision I can feel myself going from the Realms here and I don't know if anybody understands that or not but it's very overwhelming especially when you don't feel Worthy so I'm really struggling with that aspect of it and where my place is in this world. also I'm surrounded by thirteenth birthdays my birthday is July 13th my 4 best friends are 13th birthdays, my two neighbors thirteenth birthdays. I was in the hospital with the woman that I gave canvas to and she said it saved her and she's also a 13th birthday. I met three people in the past few months and I already knew that they were 13 birthdays before they even told me .I was on an elevator at a hotel and this woman looked at me and said you have a very hard job to do but I didn't know what she was talking about and people come up to me random places and really weird things happen to me all the time so I rarely leave the house now I'm just trying to find out where I fit in everything so I was on YouTube, where I post my songs and a Gentleman commented on a few so him and I started conversing and he led me to this site he said that a lot of beautiful things are happening to me and that this would be a good place to talk about them and get some advice so here I am.
It's a lot to take in. I have 18 min of the night I got taken over. It's very emotional. If you would like to see it, I will post here. Thank you for reading this post. It means so much to me.
I pray for all of us in the world. That God continues to work in and all around us abd that the veil be lifted. We are all one, made in His LIKENESS and we can all have all of the incredible gifts that I have obtained. I wish people recognized abd believed that with their mind body and soul because it really hurts deep being shunned and alienated like I am. I'm sure some of you understand.
Have a blessed day and thank you again.
Ashley
