She was a war-orphan girl reared in my orphanage. I taught them about Christ and how he came to guide us back to love-heaven and spiritual fecundity from which we all have fallen. Though it fell in their minds, the passions of flesh choked it. She called me father, but couldn’t follow being immature. So they were married off when adult, being unworthy of spiritual life then.
It must be so, as becoming degenerated in our particular old pride-infested in-fighting paradise (Rev 12,7-12 and mythologies), we accepted pride-devil rejecting Love-God. If we repented we could have resisted the infection. But we couldn't as I had explained in my posts.
So we fell from heaven (Heaven is the unity of paradises) to this world with acute agony and remorse. We were partially relieved from this terrible agony through our infatuation-slavery to this human body and this material world. So we entered them being bound by strong passions. Those can be overcome only by painful tears and works of repentance, which is hard to come.
Struggling from childhood war-refugee I am overcoming them by Christ-guided painful works of repentance in celibacy. This private orphanage and destitute center is its work as Christ said “What you have done to the least, you done to me”. But for the inmates call of repentance seemed to fall in deaf ears. They revered me but couldn’t follow as maturity comes only by exercising whatever type of love one have. It is to be expected as salvation is a long term affair.
But now she and others, brought to Christ by me, are realizing the futility of flesh more and more. Through the frustrations and tears of family life, they are listening more to the persistent call of Christ. Their selfish children have turned enemies being pulled apart by passions. Spouses are callous and torturing. They are clinging to Christ more and more now. I tell them never to fly from the family-responsibility-cross. Even if they are enemies they must love them as Christ loves us enemies. Then the free responsibility of love will replace the compulsive slavery of passions, as in my case. Then these will turn back to them, if not in this life, but when they reach love-heaven. Apostles really turned to Christ when he has gone to heaven, not before.
It must be so, as becoming degenerated in our particular old pride-infested in-fighting paradise (Rev 12,7-12 and mythologies), we accepted pride-devil rejecting Love-God. If we repented we could have resisted the infection. But we couldn't as I had explained in my posts.
So we fell from heaven (Heaven is the unity of paradises) to this world with acute agony and remorse. We were partially relieved from this terrible agony through our infatuation-slavery to this human body and this material world. So we entered them being bound by strong passions. Those can be overcome only by painful tears and works of repentance, which is hard to come.
Struggling from childhood war-refugee I am overcoming them by Christ-guided painful works of repentance in celibacy. This private orphanage and destitute center is its work as Christ said “What you have done to the least, you done to me”. But for the inmates call of repentance seemed to fall in deaf ears. They revered me but couldn’t follow as maturity comes only by exercising whatever type of love one have. It is to be expected as salvation is a long term affair.
But now she and others, brought to Christ by me, are realizing the futility of flesh more and more. Through the frustrations and tears of family life, they are listening more to the persistent call of Christ. Their selfish children have turned enemies being pulled apart by passions. Spouses are callous and torturing. They are clinging to Christ more and more now. I tell them never to fly from the family-responsibility-cross. Even if they are enemies they must love them as Christ loves us enemies. Then the free responsibility of love will replace the compulsive slavery of passions, as in my case. Then these will turn back to them, if not in this life, but when they reach love-heaven. Apostles really turned to Christ when he has gone to heaven, not before.
